I’d need to see the actual work or image to comment on what’s happening visually—is this a text piece, a performance still, a series? The repetition in your caption itself reads like either frustration or incantation, but I can’t tell what aesthetic or conceptual choice is driving the repetition in the piece itself without seeing it.

I’d need to see the actual real thing on what’s happening here is this a performance?

It looks like either stubborn commitment or a loop you haven’t found a way out of what’s actually driving you back to that stage.